Dear Journal:
Stephanie told me to do it. So I did. Now look what's it's found me. Once again Dustin is shot down. Burnt up in the atmosphere. Naked and alone. He is straight but I'm a nice guy. Cruel, cruel game of needs and desires. Have you ever needed something so bad that you can't sleep at night? Have you ever tried to find the right words but they don't come out right? Do just about anything to look into their eyes. Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to only to find that one won't give their heart to you? Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there? And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care? Makes you wanna break down and cry. What do I got to do to get ya in my arms baby? What do I got to say to get to your heart? To make you understand how I need you next to me. I've got to get you in my world cause baby I can't sleep! You can sleep in my arms; you don't have to explain. I will stand like a rock, I will bend 'til I break tell 'til there's no more to give, if what's what it takes. I will risk everything I will fight I will bleed I would lay down my life if that's what you need. Every second I live that's the promise I make. Baby that's what I'll give if that's what it takes...Whatever it takes.