Saturday, March 30, 2002

Dear Journal:

I write to you sitting on the shiter. Yes, ladies and gentlemen, I am pooping and typing this entry using the laptop. This is joy #109 of owning a laptop. Lol¡K Yes, yes I know¡K quite disgusting indeed.

So yeah. Today I actually went to work which kinda sucked but hey, shit happens. So yeah know. What can you do about it? Nothing. Absolutely fucking nothing. So yeah, and I work tomorrow which really perturbs me. I mean, who the fuck works on Easter or Christmas? I¡¦m the farthest thing from a good Christian, if there ever were such a thing, but I still observe with great respect Christ¡¦s rise and fall and then arise once more. I don¡¦t know¡KI just don¡¦t know.

Dane¡¦s home today. He came to bug me at work. I was like, Great¡KLook who¡¦s fuckin¡¦ behind me¡K. For any of you whom know the little son of a bitch, you know that he is Lucifer himself! He was bred but pure evil. And his grease¡K.!!!!!!! Come now, we must bathe the demon!

I am opening the first pack of my first carton. (I opened the carton last night¡Kit was very symbolic. ƒº) So yeah, this will be pretty cool. Unfortunately, they¡¦re Ultra Menthol Lights¡K but hey, they bare the Marlboro name, so I¡¦m not fretting.

Okay, yeah. I¡¦m going to wipe my ass, and go to my grandparents house for some cards. I will continue this journal when I come back over here to take care of Mandy.

Ta Ta for now!

3/30/2002 8:28 PM

Ooh, one more thing before I depart for the grand rent¡¦s house¡K¡K. The first cigarette of the first pack of the first carton was most enjoyable!

3/30/2002 11:55 PM

Okay. Life is shitty now. Here is the conversation that I had with Liz about tonight¡¦s events.

AberTrev18: hi

Violet76524: hi

Violet76524: What happened?!

AberTrev18 wants to directly connect.

Violet76524 is now directly connected.

Violet76524: :-

AberTrev18: i came home after i took my aunt home from my grandma & grandpa's house to find gram sitting on the potty crying

AberTrev18: she said that she had to throw up and shit

AberTrev18: and she had the shits

AberTrev18: or so i think...

AberTrev18: but anyways.

AberTrev18: i'm like okay, you need to go to the hospital.

AberTrev18: and she's like no

AberTrev18: i'm like, fine.

AberTrev18: okay.

AberTrev18: and she asked if mom had come, and i said no

Violet76524: I got worried

AberTrev18: this is when i figured, ok maybe mom's on her way

Violet76524: That's scary

AberTrev18: so i went w/ dane into my room and burned him a disc

AberTrev18: then i'm like wait, gram's sick... it's been almost 8-10 min and mom's not here yet...

AberTrev18: so i go into the bathroom and i was like

AberTrev18: okay, who'd you call?

AberTrev18: no one.

AberTrev18: i'm like why the fuck didn't you page me??????

AberTrev18: and then i grabbed the phone and called mom

AberTrev18: dicked w/ dad on the phone and then told mom the predicament

AberTrev18: then she came over

AberTrev18: and she told gram, you're either going with me or i'm calling the ambulance and you'll go with them

Violet76524: :-

AberTrev18: mind you she's fucking shaking and crying and shit

Violet76524: hehe

AberTrev18: you know

AberTrev18: so gram really starts crying

Violet76524: I just like how you put that

AberTrev18: and mom tells me what to do

Violet76524: okay, me or the ambulence, you'd get her there faster

AberTrev18: and i'm like, you dumb bitch i already have it fuckin' done

AberTrev18: lol... i know!

Violet76524: hehe

Violet76524: Yea

AberTrev18: the last time i had to take her to the hosptial for blood pressure being threw the roof, i did 75-80 down 15 mi. rd.

AberTrev18: that's only 35-40 mph.....

Violet76524: sheesh

AberTrev18: lol

Violet76524: I know

AberTrev18: lol...

AberTrev18: but yeah.

AberTrev18: so dane and i are walking gram out the door and she's like, i wish i could just die.

AberTrev18: now that fuckin' upset me

Violet76524: I hate that feeling :-(

AberTrev18: dane's starts crying

AberTrev18: and i'm like fuckin' great.

AberTrev18: i wasn't very warm after that

Violet76524: God....I would be going nuts

AberTrev18: i was just like............... fuckin' let's get your ass to the hosptial

AberTrev18: i know i'm spelling bad and shit, but i'm fuckin' pissed off....

AberTrev18: oh, btw... i'm posting this in my journal

AberTrev18: okay?

Violet76524: it's okay

Violet76524: okay

AberTrev18: kewl

AberTrev18: cuz i don't wanna 'splain it thirty fuckin' times

Violet76524: hehe

Violet76524: okay

Violet76524: yea

Violet76524: I know

Violet76524: after though, I gotta go so my parents can hide the eggs

AberTrev18: after though?

AberTrev18: huH?

Violet76524: you're done

AberTrev18: oh yeah.

AberTrev18: righto

AberTrev18: i'm working tomorow

AberTrev18: or so i think

Violet76524: shits

AberTrev18: i dunno if i can sleep tonite

Violet76524: I wouldn't!

Violet76524: is she okay?

AberTrev18: fuckin' 10-730

AberTrev18: i dunno yet

AberTrev18: i'm going to call in a min

Violet76524: should...

AberTrev18: i can't do ld cuz i'm at joann's house

Violet76524: that's scay scary....

AberTrev18: yeah

AberTrev18: yeah it is.

Violet76524: :-(

AberTrev18: this has happened twice now

AberTrev18: the first time i'm like you need to go to hosptial

AberTrev18: but NOOOOOOOO

Violet76524: :'(

AberTrev18: aunty was there...

AberTrev18: the first time, gram's thought it was food poisoning.

AberTrev18: now i'm thinking other

AberTrev18: like maybe the drugs

Violet76524: yea

Violet76524: that can happen

AberTrev18: but it's strange that we've had no reactions like this since she started taking them back during like mar 13 or sumtim like that

AberTrev18: i've been recording everything she takes

Violet76524: wow..

Violet76524: good idea

AberTrev18: for the first few weeks, recorded blood pressure and food intake as well

AberTrev18: i had her "charts" taped to her door

Violet76524: Dustin, tell the stupid fucks at Kmart that it was a family crisis

AberTrev18: we'll see what goes on

Violet76524: sheesh..

Violet76524: don't go

Violet76524: you can't

Violet76524: FAMILY

Violet76524: not money

AberTrev18: they'll find out at 7 if i'm coming in or not

AberTrev18: i kno

AberTrev18: i kno

AberTrev18: but stilll

AberTrev18: ....

Violet76524: no but still, I wouldn't

AberTrev18: gram is in an American hospital

Violet76524: I wouldn't

AberTrev18: i can be at peace in mind knowing that

AberTrev18: because america's hospitals are the BEST

AberTrev18: in the WORLD

Violet76524: Doesn't your family do stuff on easter?

AberTrev18: ((keep telling yourself that))

AberTrev18: yeah

AberTrev18: Dinner

Violet76524: I love easter more than like.....christmas

AberTrev18: and we used to do an easter egg hunt

AberTrev18: omg.

Violet76524: We do

AberTrev18: nooo

AberTrev18: xmas BETTER

Violet76524: that's why I have to go

Violet76524: like now though

AberTrev18: hmm....

AberTrev18: well, like i'll ttyl about this .. kk?

Violet76524: so my parents can hide our eggs

Violet76524: so yea

AberTrev18: kk

Violet76524: yes!

AberTrev18: okay cool

Violet76524: definitely!

AberTrev18: umm....

AberTrev18: oh yeah

AberTrev18: HAPPY EASTER!

AberTrev18: in 8 min

Violet76524: yay!

Violet76524: I know

Violet76524: I can have my Dr Pepper

Violet76524: woohoo!

AberTrev18: you got a 2L?

Violet76524: lol, no

AberTrev18: oh. me sowwe

Violet76524: a 20oz for me

Violet76524: :-)

AberTrev18: lol

Violet76524: it okay

AberTrev18: hehe

AberTrev18: okay

Violet76524: we got plenty ;-)

AberTrev18: well enjoy drinkin' that shit

AberTrev18: kewl

AberTrev18: literally shit...

Violet76524: yea

AberTrev18: cuz yeah that's horrible!

Violet76524: no

AberTrev18: i had Dr. Pepper

Violet76524: I love Dr. Pepper

AberTrev18: it's YUCKY!

AberTrev18: lol

Violet76524: *drool*

Violet76524: no no no no no

AberTrev18: love Mt. Dew

AberTrev18: hehe

Violet76524: have to get used to it

AberTrev18: lol

AberTrev18: so yeah

AberTrev18: i'll ttyl

AberTrev18: aight?

Violet76524: okay...

AberTrev18: aight.

Violet76524: yes

AberTrev18: heheh

Violet76524: night night

AberTrev18: nite

Violet76524: I'll pray for your whole family hun

Violet76524: you need it

Violet76524: :-(

AberTrev18: thank you babe

Violet76524: np

Violet76524: Happy Easter, and God Bless!

AberTrev18: bon nuit mon ding bat

Violet76524: hehe

Violet76524: thanx...

AberTrev18: i forgot the rest in french.. lol

AberTrev18: it's ma... but yeah.

AberTrev18: god.

Violet76524: it's okay

AberTrev18: i'm outta here.

AberTrev18: lol;

Violet76524: okay..

Violet76524: bye

AberTrev18: bye

So yeah. Pray for me all. Good night, sweet dreams, and Happy Easter!

Halleyluyah ¡K The Lord has Risen!