Dear Journal:

I am feeling much better. I am assuming that all of that shit was because of a medication withdrawl. I wasn't taking my medications over the weekend so I'm presuming that what was happening with me last night and over the weekend for that matter was purely withdrawl.

I upset Anthony really badly. I made him really, really nervous and upset. He was afraid for me. He really, really does love me. And I really, really love him. I'm not just using the L word losely; I mean it. If it meant my life for his...in a heartbeat. I would do anything for him. God, I love him!

Okay, so I'm talking with Twat right now so I'm going to get going. I just wanted to update and let everyone know that I'm doing better and that I love my Anthony.

Adieu.