Dear Journal:

This morning was AWESOME! I had this amazing dream. Zack and I had the best sex. It was amazing. When he went to blow me, his warm mouth felt so extremely real on my penis. It was just amazing. I had a few dreams where I've woken up orgasming, but this was totally different. It felt TOO real.

The day was awesome. I got off 3 times today. (What is this journal about? Sex? Who knows!) And now I'm arroused again. I get arroused thinking of him and talking with him. It's weird.

However, I do have to say one thing. He's into a few things that I am not so that's a bit of a turn off. But ya know. I will eventually get around that bit. And hopefully turn him gay! :)

Anyways. I found out that Gram is going to Florida come Wednesday. And the day of return: One week from this coming Sunday. That's a whole 11 days home alone. BUT! This is in the air right now, thanks to my fuckin' uncle (I really should refrain from calling him that because by choice, he's a nothing, a nobody, a loser {what the world thinks of him but in terms of terminating his acknowlegement as a family member of any kind} like he is.) We'll know soon.

Anyways. Noodles is naughty. She poo'd on Mrs. J's bedroom floor. Bevie had to spank her and Bevie didn't like that too much. But she's happy (both of them!) ME LOVE BEVIE! ShE MY SMURF!

Anyways... Song of the day? LOVE - Nat King Cole:

L is for the way you look at me.

O is for the only one I see (yes, Zack you!)

V is very, very extraoridnary

E is even more than anyone that you adore.

And love is all that I can give to you. Love is more than just a game for two. Two in love can make. Take my heart and please don't break. Love was made for me and you. Love was made for me and YOU!!!!! (Bevie) hehe

G'night.