Dear Journal:

As I was going to pay the Consumer's bill, I went down Aunt Minnie's old street to see if Karen was over. I wasn't going to stop initially, but then I decided to do so because I saw her just chillin' outside with friends. So I turned around ... in Aunt Minnie's old drive way. My God. It was a flood of emotion. I just teared up like really bad to the point where I had to sit still for a minute because I couldn't see through the tears. My heart still yearns for her voice, to go into her house and just play cards with. God damn yourself! I want everything to be the way it used to be. I want to rewrite history. I want her back. This isn't fair.

Hopefully some sleep will cheer me up. I'm hoping to have my cable modem fixed tomorrow. So yeah that will make me happy as well, but who knows? Good night, God speed, and all that other departing shit.