AberTrev18: hey

Violet76524: Hola chico

AberTrev18: i hate my mother

AberTrev18: i mean i have this rage boiling inside of me

AberTrev18: i really hate her

AberTrev18: like i've never hated someone else before

AberTrev18: to the point of i wish death upon her

Violet76524: Dustin...what did she do...

AberTrev18: she was born and gave birth to me.

AberTrev18: that's it

AberTrev18: nothing less, nothing more

AberTrev18: and i hate her for everything

AberTrev18: i mean everything.

AberTrev18: you name it, i hate her for it

AberTrev18: *sigh* i smoked in the car :-D

Violet76524: *sigh* What happened

AberTrev18: i just hate her

AberTrev18: i really do

Violet76524: ah...

AberTrev18: there is no pure explanation

AberTrev18: just rage

AberTrev18: hate

Violet76524: ah...I know that feeling Dustin my dear

AberTrev18: she's a nasty, ugly, fucked up, know-it-all, cunt licking bitch

AberTrev18: ah the joy i'd feel looking at the tears rolling down her face after telling her those things

Violet76524: Madness....is fun....

AberTrev18: no

AberTrev18: madness is danger

AberTrev18: what would happen if i just cut lose?

Violet76524: You would get in a lot of trouble

AberTrev18: i would love to cut her throat

AberTrev18: slice it from each end

AberTrev18: and watch her choke on her own blood.

AberTrev18: black as the street i bet

AberTrev18: see her scream

AberTrev18: or attempt atleast

Violet76524: Thoughts I keep bottled inside me

Violet76524: Pictures I wish to be true

AberTrev18: and watch as she reaches for the heaven's with a look in her eye telling you that she knows she's doomed to hell

Violet76524: :- rage...rage...rage

AberTrev18: it's scary ... the images that race through my mind

AberTrev18: they seem normal

AberTrev18: but this totally questions normalacy

Violet76524: *indeed*

AberTrev18: oh well, fuck it

Violet76524: so you...in so many ways

Violet76524: ever figure out that Ring thing?

AberTrev18: nope

Violet76524: and....how the hell ya gunna pay for dat car?

AberTrev18: i'm not

AberTrev18: she has never spent that amount of money on me

AberTrev18: only on dane

AberTrev18: so the car will be indirect spending on me

Violet76524: I see...

AberTrev18: all that time and attention into dane and look where he's at

Violet76524: Yea.......

AberTrev18: he's part of the reason i so much hate my parents.

Violet76524: ah :-

AberTrev18: god

AberTrev18: i wanna just fuckin' kill her

Violet76524: hmm.....damn

AberTrev18: maybe it'll get the tension out

Violet76524: I was kinda just gettin' off...dad yelled at me

Violet76524: no..you'll regret it

AberTrev18: uh huh...

AberTrev18: tele?

Violet76524: not unless I can call you

AberTrev18: yeah, sure

Violet76524: okay...when?

AberTrev18: ummmmmm...

AberTrev18: how long u need?

Violet76524: 2 minutes...

Violet76524: I'll run down and call ya

Violet76524: okay?

Violet76524: get on now

AberTrev18: alrighty.

Violet76524: tay

Violet76524: bye

Violet76524 signed off at 11:21:01 PM.